Fourth
Man, looking at below, I realise how sad I was. I feel like I've let go a lot of my pain, but this one spoke to the heart. I'll just leave it here, just to reflect. -0- My Trinity College Application got accepted, so I'm pretty happy about that. I'm still in the Army, and the knowledge that there's a place for me after all this suffering is wonderfully encouraging. The fainting spells are getting better after 7 days of rest, but I feel my mind is deteriorating. I'm worried that if I continue to stay in this place I might not be able to even step on the plane, but the Army doesn't care so I shouldn't either, I guess. I should do that 'suck up' thing that they keep telling me to do, but whatever. At least I have something to keep me going now. I'm at the halfway point. 62% done, less than a year to go. There's a whole world out there waiting to chew me up, it's not worth it becoming braindead in a place like this. It's gotten so ...